Taylor Swift, Cardio, PMS, and Holiday Spirit

Taylor Swift's mini-series thing "Road to Fearless" is on Netflix. 

I am apparently PMS'ing because it is making me tear up like crazy.

Ugh.

I love that woman but she always makes me cry.

Stupid.

 

So, in order to tackle my anxiety without meds, I have to start doing cardio.

Alot of cardio.

Which, normally makes me have an attack...so I pretty much have to be willing to have an anxiety attack to 4x a week to get rid of all of the anxiety if I want to do this without pills.

It is going to be hard. 

Super hard.

Probably going to need support, mostly from myself.

When I would normally do cardio is when Ty isn't available for his normal cheerleading when it comes to this aspect of life.

So, it is just me, and maybe Whimzy.

I can do it.

I have to.

To make myself happier, to make me a better person, and be a better mom, fiance, friend, and overall better person.

 

Also, it is HOLIDAY SEASON! 

It feels so nice to be excited instead of dreading it.

I cannot believe how much my perspective has changed.

Thank you, Whimzy ;)

Can't mess her idea of Christmas up with my freakin' issues! 

 

Well, I need to go put pants on Whimzy.

Seems to be an issue alot.

Lol.